Dear me,

I know it's only been a few months but you've grown a lot. You let go of something that was hurting you so badly, you let go of something that had kept you pinned under the weight of a heavy doubt and unhappiness..You did it. You did what everyone wanted you to do. You've impressed me, and everyone who ever cared about you, in the least little bit. You. Did. It.

You're having some problems now, finding out that you like one of your closest friends: Don't worry. He likes you back, just wait and see. This road still isn't over for me, but we'll see what happens. You'll find there's still pain here, but he wants to make you better. He wants to fix you, and he's willing to try. Give him a chance.

p.s: believe him when he tells you that he loves you, he genuinely means it.
I'll tell you more about me:

You deleted your past self. No longer do you hide behind this facade. You are honest. You are not all better -- no, you are far from it. But you are better than what you were. So much better. You aren't taking sleeping pills-- you're sleeping. SLEEPING. For the first time in MONTHS. You are enjoying your life slowly. You're trying not to stress.
You are trying. -Trying.- For him, for you and for everyone who cares...
We are slowly, slowly overcoming this.

And we will.

For him.

And for us.

Thank you for being stronger than I ever thought you could be.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.